It's Here

 MerryChristmas

  Well it's finally here...Christmas Day.   I do hope everyone is having a lovely day no matter you are near or far. We all have someone that we wish we could be with this time of the year.  It will be hard for a lot of people this year, we are all struggling with the cost of living and having to spend money on keeping warm and making sure we have food to eat that we would normally spend on our children and love ones, but I always think as long as we have love in our hearts we have more than some.  We've found Christmas hard for the last 9 years, since Andrew died suddenly not long after Christmas. At first we didn't want to put the tree up, have the Christmas lights on or even open presents, but over the years we have tried to move on a bit further and we put a small tree up and some lights for the grandkids and to help us a bit, but when it comes to presents it's still hard, it's 3:35Pm on Christmas day and still no presents have been open, they will be open but when the time feels ok.